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I noe I noe its been thousands of years since i blogged. Alot has been happening to me. Well, lets just say things haven been as smooth sailing as i expected. Family probs and my god-family problem occurred sometime back, but i only found out about it recently. Its just really weird.

Friendship, well, its been making me delirious. All packed together with relationship problem, i duno how to cope. Maybe i have never been a people person, maybe all the belief that I am good at handling relationships with people have just been a hoax to myself.

Sometimes, its just hard when u realise that you like someone, and there are others who like u as well. But aint it always the case, that the person u like do not reciprocate as much, and u realise, the person u use to care as much, u just cant seem to speak to her cos u are afraid of breaking her heart? At times, she being ur confidante, is one that u noe u can speak to her about anything, but some situation just do not allow u to speak to her, for fear of causing her to hate u more. I duno wad to do!

And den u have a partner, whom u think u can speak about anything. so u start sharing exactly how u feel, and one thing which i said that i prolly shouldnt, "maybe i am just unlucky tt i did not noe A earlier", caused a whole load of prob. But if i dun even have feelings for A, den i i noe there shouldnt be a prob, cos I only like D. right? Erm, i duno, i am lost with wad i am saying now.

But when u love a person so much it hurts, u noe tt maybe tt person means e world to u! Someone help me!!!