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Its been a while since I last updated, and i just realised that. Alot has been happening of late, emotional and physical duress. Ya, emotional cos because I have been thinking about alot of stuffs - family and other personal stuffs. Physical not because I have been gyming too hard, in fact been gyming slightly lesser den normal. Well, dunno if i have put on weight, but definitely, i have been eating more den usual of late, prolly cos i been eating really lil in the day, so somehow i get really really hungry during dinner. Ya, tt aint a reason to eat so much, but, haha, somehow the appetite is just there! Hmmm, am i going through another phase of puberty? haha... I duno...

i am craving to dive again. Its one that helps me to relax completely, but the weather is jsut starting to turn cooler. Well, its actually only cooler in the night, but I duno if its gonna affect the water temp in the day, cos I definitely cant dive in winter with my 3mm wetsuit can i? Sigh... Cant wait till I can dive again.

Anyway, ya, I am actually left with jsut 2 assignments, 1 of which is due this friday, but I just duno. Though the draft is done, it somehow feels quite short. Its kinda like not much effort placed into it. Its kinda getting into me. I just duno wad is expected of it, though I have been reading the question time and again. And though I have re-written it according to wad my tutor advise, somehow, i just feel its inadequate. Am i being paranoid?

Another of which is due next fri, well, at least I have completed the first half of tt assignment this evening, which was basically summarising my first assignment. Its kinda related assignments. That has been done... Den comes the next difficult part, which probably aint that difficult i guess. But i think as usual, i worry unduly.

my dad supposedly sent me my external harddisk which i sent it home for repair, but somehow, its been 3 weeks and i haven got it back at all! DAMN! there goes like 150 bucks (tts how much it cost and where I asked him to get me a new casing). STUPID AUSSIE! I really hate this place. I have no idea totally why all my colleagues from singapore told me tt i would really enjoy being here, cos I seriously dun! maybe its just brisbane which is so darn boring, or maybe its me. i duno! my mind is in a turmoil now! sigh....

getting really really tired....

-ciaoz-

Well, it aint much of a hectic of late... 2 more MAJOR MAJOR assignments and i be done, but they are tough... really really tough. I am having a hard time understanding the readings... i duno if it is my english that is becoming worse... Nah, its more like its harder to understand den Shakespeare. anyway my insomnia aint getting any better, maybe tts e cause of my low concentration span.... but, life goes on! results been good so far, less these 2 major assignments... i am worried... getting stressed from the insomnia.. not good

-yawning-

ya, its been a while!!! IMSOMNIA of late! I cant take it anymore! going crazy!!!

-ciaoz-