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Wah lau, putting on weight like nobodys business leh. I haven ran for the past 4 days? This is so sinful. SUpposed to go run today but came back like at 4am this morning. Had to go down Godmas office early cos got ad to rush out, but in the end, she had to gimme wake up call at 11am la! Was so late! LAter going for claypot rice! NICE LEH! haha! Meeting Vic and guys again later. I am getting bored of singapore! Maybe UK is a really nice place afterall. I dun get fat there and i still maintain, but since i came back, its really bad! haha! more weight put on and gosh, muscles really turn to flabs! Should i spend my last 1.5 weeks gyming with Vic and guys? Hmmm...... I need cardio tmr!!!!!!

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Disappointed! Angry! Hurt! Confused!
Feel like going back to UK NOW!

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Cute Hor? bleah!

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Everyday, will post something similar! haha! so hilarious!

Die already! Everyone said i put on weight! Since coming back to singapore, it has been worse i think! 60kg on wednesday, now, i am 60.5kg! muahahhaha! wad to do? everynight do nothing but eat and drink. busy meeting up with frens. I only have 18 days more left in Singapore before i return to UK. sigh. When i was in UK, i cant wait to come back to Singapore, now that i am in Singapore, cant wait to return to UK. Things are just so diff now that I am back! Yawnz! Life would be better! :P Time to be flirty old me! Cant believe i became so devoted to someone! muahahahha! Sly Sly Sly! :pPp

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People say that together we were both sides of the same coin
That we would shine like Venus in a clear night sky
We thought our love could overcome the circumstances
But my ambition wouldn't allow for compromise
I could see in the distance all the dreams that were clear to me
Every choice that I had to make left you on your own
Somehow the road we started down had split asunder
Too late to realise how far apart we'd grown.

How I wish I, wish I'd done a little bit more
Now " Shoulda woulda coulda," means I'm out of timeCoz
"Shoulda woulda coulda", can't change your mind
And I wonder, wonder, wonder what I'm gonna do
"Shoulda woulda coulda" are the last words of a fool

People ask how it feels to live the kind of life others dream about
I tell them everybody gotta face their highs and their lows
And in my life there's a love I put aside,
cause I was busy loving something else
So for every little thing you hold on to,
you've got to let something else go

How I wish I, wish I'd done a little bit more
Now " Shoulda woulda coulda," means I'm out of timeCoz
"Shoulda woulda coulda", can't change your mind
And I wonder, wonder, wonder what I'm gonna do
"Shoulda woulda coulda" are the last words of a fool

Fool if I would now forsake the opportunities are fate
I know I'm right where I belong
But sometimes when I'm not so strong I

How I wish I, wish I'd done a little bit more
Now " Shoulda woulda coulda," means I'm out of timeCoz
"Shoulda woulda coulda", can't change your mind
And I wonder, wonder, wonder what I'm gonna do
"Shoulda woulda coulda" are the last words of a fool

"Hey are you ok, dun be so stressed la, come lets go down for a s***e"

He was the first one who showed concern when i took up an appointment when i was first in OCS. Suddenly i felt so much stress when i was there. Things felt so different. We became close frens, Donkey, Sampan, Andre (who had no nickname), Nicholas Chan and Zhiwei. We went out, talked to each other and stuffs.

Sampan and I was posted to MIDS wing cos we were regulars and many others wanted to come in. Andre went for the interview, and i was pretty sure he would not be able to get in. But for some rhyme and reason, he got pretty lucky and got in. We told each other we would be there for each other and he would really take care of me.

We got to MIDS wing and we were the closest of friends. Even closer den sampan was. We shared everything together and we looked out constantly for each other. I always remember him as someone who cant iron, cant do stuffs, and i always finsh my own stuffs fast so i can help him out. Regardless of anything i do, would always find time to help him. My logic was being best of friends, if i do not help him, who else would?

But things changed. He started to have other closer friends in MIDS ( well not that i dun have but you know its like not that sorta chill out and stuffs). He started giving me cold shoulders and shit. So that was went, our friendsship deteroriated. From someone i once regarded really closely to someone who had hurt me so bad that i just broke down.

So off i went to UK and well, he never did come, saying he had some work to do. Well fair enough, so this time when i came back, told him to chill out, he said "see how first". So fine, supposed to be out for dinner last night, did not give me a call or wadsoever till i had to call. "SORRY I FORGOT" I cant believe he manage to say this. so fine, i was like "Forget it, ythink you will be too busy to meet me this time when i am back. was the same before i left the last time as well. used to it".

The best reply ever was on his blog. I am not supportive as a friend. this is fine. another thing that hurt me more, "Sadly enough, i do take my work quite seriously". Well that is a very nice way of saying i am a slacker! THANKS! i am just so disappointed in Andre! Just so disappointed! if i am not supportive, i would not have cheered you on when i called you when i came back. You were the second person i called besides someone else. Sigh. I have nothing else to say!

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Grrr, why are there so many cockroaches! They are so gross! I just wish the disgusting people that i meet will all turn to cockroaches and i will just take the insectiside and spray em till they die! muahahahah! how nice! usually they wont die, so i will just scream and run away! aiya, you would say it is so girly right? well, i am really scared of cockroaches. They seem to have no eyes and just fly all over you! Especially the flying ones, arghz! I remember screaming so loud once, everyone just stared at me! And my division mates used to like making fun of me, telling me that there were cockroaches around and i would start running up the stairs or run back. SCARY! haha! Need a good sleep now! Too much thinking the past few days since i came back! just always being silly!

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Well, i lost my mobile phone again. This is 2 times in a year! Sigh! Should not have got so high last night! Thanks pals! Here is the summer ball pics anyway.



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Lt Stevens: "OC Ng approached ACE with a positive attitude that he maintained throughout the exercise, despite varying degrees of success in his tasks. AS a leader, he has a calm and measure briefing style. As a team member, he was always keen to help his coleagues throughout their tasks. He could be relied upon to complete any job with the minimum of supervision and offered valuable advice when appropriate. In addition, his cheerful manner between tasks was a key part in maintaining the overall morale of the team. NG HAS ACHIEVED AN OVERAL PASS ON ACE!"

Bah! Haha! HAPPY! SHA LA LA LA! one more major exam in an hours time! YAY!

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just came back from the mounts! duno if i will pass or fail AGAIN! tmr i have 2 exams which i have not studied! DEAD! really tired now!

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